Saturday, December 18, 2004 08:16 a.m.

昨日同居人と話をしてたら、なぜか恋愛の話になった。

『私のファーストキスは結婚式の時がいいの』

なんて言い出した。
はなからぎゅうにゅう！

『ファーストキスに期待し過ぎ』

なんて夢をぶっ壊すことを言ってしまいました。ごめん。

Wednesday, December 15, 2004 07:16 p.m.

Yesterday in my first year class, I took away this one boy's doll (I think it was of some kind of Anime character) because he was playing with it while the teacher was going over the answers of a worksheet.

I thought he would hate me, but today he followed me to my bike after school and, was for some reason, chanting "Amigo! Amigo!"

..........Maybe he thought he'd get his doll back.

Saturday, December 11, 2004 02:20 p.m.

Today was a nice day, so I went and bought some 48 and 68 yen pansies and planted them in front of my house.

But I forgot to buy fertilizer....! I hope they don't die.

I also bought a geranium for my roommate.

Friday, December 10, 2004 08:12 p.m.

一年生のN君は大人しいあまり目立たなく、いじめられやすい子です。

そのN君は、カートレーシングのコンペティション（？）で一位になったそうです。 すごいね。すごく意外だったからびっくりした。

彼の将来の夢はレーサーらしいです。がんばれ〜。

Tuesday, December 7, 2004 08:11 p.m.

I wish you were able to bottle up happiness, so that you can open it up sometimes and shower yourself with it.

Sunday, December 5, 2004 10:15 p.m.

I biked to Utsunomiya yesterday. Surprisingly, I haven't collapsed from muscle pains yet.

I was cleaning out my website today. There's a lot of crap. Why did I draw so much crap? Maybe because I was young and I didn't care if it looked good or not -- I just wanted to publish my own artwork somewhere. Maybe it seemed important.

I also found pictures of UCI, which made me realize that I missed that place. When I went to school, I couldn't wait to get out of there (especially my first and second years..and then I kind of got used to it). I miss school. I miss having to have your own schedule. None of the 8:00 to 5:00 thing.

I'm trying to clear up the website so that I can post up pictures (photos) and add some commentary -- just so people I care about around the world can maybe catch a glimpse of what I am doing.

I've been scheming this for months, but, it hasn't happened yet. We'll see.

Saturday, December 4, 2004 07:52 a.m.

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Thursday, December 2, 2004 09:17 p.m.

6 months ago, I thought I'd have an answer by now. I'm getting more and more confused.

Yet, I feel like I grew up a little, and the life I had back then seemed so long ago.